Is okay if you don't want to Just tell me because i didn't force you to.

Hello hello and hello again :)
How's life? Life should be great huh?

SPM has started for a week and it was okay. Though is like SPM(!!) but i don't feel that kind of stress actually. I didn't really study either. Just imagine 1-2hours before the BM exam paper only i study for the novel/literature. Yes so is that for English. In fact, i was just flipping the page without reading while my mind running over something else.
Back to the story, history was still okay, almost everyone came out earlier from the hall but as predicted only the A/B class people did not. Don't wanna talk about it since it'll be a goner in my life forever :)

Group study with YiWen,KaiXin &Mama is tiring. Because you just have to keep talking, a litre of water per hour is consider moderate.
So anyway, i was told that for those who were picked for NS will receive a package/letter on the upcoming Monday. But is only for the first batch, pray hard for me and for you if you prefer first batch! Besides, just wondering is RM450 per month they pay for those who attend NS right?

Aih, sis went holiday for her last year in primary. I'm so jealous because i didn't had the chance to 5years back :( AND AND i want it for this year too! But why is no one organising it?! Is the best if is only our classmate though, and the perfect place is to BEACH!! :D I mean CLEAN BEACH, not Port Dickson okay -.-

Time to wake myself up from dream :)


PLaying : Yesterday - The Beatles ; I Want To Be Your Everything - BeeGees

I shall stand tall till the last moment, i stop breathing.

Greetings :)
&yes i'm blogging again at this time. Is 0512 now so is it midnight or early morning?

Talking about school, it was lame. As usual.

Thursday MeiKuan and Mama came over to my house for so called group study. Didn't actually study to be honest, we were letting our mouth to do the work. After that we watched Drag Me To Hell which MeiKuan got so hyper of and laughed all the way while covering her eyes -.- while i sat beside her screaming plus she scares me again by giving me sudden attack == Mama was quiet during the movie, she said the movie is rather funny than scary. My dear calls it dark humour.

Friday in school arranged tables for *theunspeakable* and getting the damn slip too. After that during ceramah, Faiz was being super gross by taking out his socks, and putting it near Jason's nose while he was sleeping. Some were being ridiculously CHILDISH by throwing papers around. HELLO?! How old are you already? Not to mention the paper actually hit me and i don't hear a single apology. They can fuck their life away :)
P/s : I wasn't emo when i sat on the floor okay, i just wanted to chill and take a look around without being part of it. Thanks for the concern though ;)

Okay, hmmm the first paper will be on Wednesday. And is BM, i can hide myself in a shell already.









What's wrong with you? Was it me or you? I know you won't be reading my blog anyway.



PLaying : How Can You Mend A Broken Heart - BeeGees ; Superhuman - Chris Brown ft Keri Hilson

Is there something wrong with me? Seriously.

Hello readers once again you all have to suffer because this is gonna be another emo post.

Okay.

Hmmm..

What should i talk about wtf.

Right now i feel like my heart is beating in an abnormal way. Either too fast or too slow i don't know how to differentiate. I told you i'm in emo mode right now.


ALAAA! I WANNA BE HAPPY AGAIN *slapselfwakeupplease TT
Why o why emo became like a disease. I didn't had it until Chee Peng spread to me lor, seriously =O

BYE NOW. NO MOOD AGAIN Sien. I'm too free at 430 in the morning. Won't be sleeping since i gotta wake up at 10 anyway -.-
Why am i crapping so much? *slapselfharder

Acrid.

There's only love in us, whats more is the memories that we share <3

Good Morning (?)

Let's talk about day before ,before & before..
Saturday, did lasagna for the first time with the help of my maid of course & it turned out to be okayy. It doesn't has the licking-bowl kinda taste but it does has finger-licking good taste :D It was pretty easy actually but initially i thought it is pretty hard because my dad's girlfriend always makes such a mess every time she cooks =O But man! Her cooking is D.E.L.I.C.I.O.U.S. even more LICKING-BOWLi tell you.

Sunday, however, isn't much ill call a day. Spent the day being reckless.

Monday, finally sat down on my study table and did some Mathematics exercises. Promised to self that ill finish the whole book before bed and without fail, i didn't. Still left the last practice of the whole book. Pathetic much?


Don't know what is wrong with me now. I felt something i didn't for a long time. It didn't feel good but is better now. Convince is always a great way to soothe yourself though "the truth hurts but the lies worse" --Broken Strings by Nelly Furtado . I have always miss this feeling since then but when i got it again it was awful. It wasn't something nice that you would love to try it over and over again.
Think. What have i done throughout my whole life to contribute for family / friend / anybody ? Perhaps the answer i was searching for, is right before myself. It was rather obvious sometimes when you watch yourself switching on the computer, switching on the television, turn on the PSP but just never do things you should have done since you are born. Is saddening.
There's some word, I have never said directly to some person who plays a role in my life. I should, i really should speak the words to that person. I was never given a chance but when I did i hide back into my shell like a turtle. Im a human ain't i so why am i hiding in a shell? I don't understand.

AHH words. I have never learn to control them.
Regrets i have a few. Compare with the happy moments, it is too few to mention.



OKAY FULLSTOP Don't ask me why i'm emo if you really care about my feelings thank you.
I dont wanna be emo again ;)

13 Qualities Of A Boyfriend.

Hey guys ;)
Ahh it has been so long since the last i blog. Hmmm i shall not lost touch of it ever again! :D *i know you are groaning but hey, who cares?

Okay today's topic would be Quality To Be My Boyfriend (yes, Cherish Voo Wen Yee punnya teman laki)
Why the sudden topic you ask, it was actually because i heard in the radio yesterday. The DJ asked a lady, whats the most important thing your date must have. Then, my mind start counting one by one..
1. MANNERS!
Its VERY VERY IMPORTANT okay. No girl would like to have a date/boyf who speaks the infamous words.
2. KiND
Yes, because we don't want to see you kicking a old begger who did not eat for days.
3. ATTITUDE
What do i meant by this? Let's say, i ask what do you like to eat he says anything laa, i ask again so what you usually do he answers i dont know etc etc So if you have no idea of anything, why are you out with me now?
4. HUMOUR
We like people who entertain us as well as feeling entertained from our jokes.
5. NOBODY LIKES RUDE PEOPLE.
We don't need so many rude people in our life. In fact, we don't need any.
6. LISTEN
If you like to talk, go on. With limits of course. If you were the only one who's talking throughout the date must why you can just date yourself or rent a mannequin. Stop and listen if your partner wants to voice out, be polite especially if you are a guy. Doesn't mean if you are a girl you don't have to be polite.
7. GENEROUS
Always offer to pay the bills(even if you only have 50bucks and the dinner cost a bomb) the girl will feel guilty in return and probably pay half too. Ps : if you like that girl, you need to pay fully so she can see the good side of you(at least). However, you don't have to pay it yourself all the time. You can share the bill when you both have become closer.
8. DON'T NAG! (For guy and for girl)
A mum and a dad is a lot to deal with already. We don't need another.
9. THE RICH KID
You don't have to keep reminding us how many pairs of Ted Baker you own and how many BILLIONS of money your parents make. That is not gonna lure us(apply ONLY to people who take things seriously), and to be honest is boring already when we hear it the fourth time.
10. TIDY
The first thing a girl step in your room is a, condom then she tripped over a pile of Options magazine, when she try to stand she slipped and her front tooth broke because she step on your boxers. Ain't that whole lot of crap? So keep your room neat and clean!
11. THINK MATURELY
We don't need another brother/sister to ask them stop playing with their toys and go study.
12. NEVER OVER DO IT
Cracking jokes may break the ice between you and your partner, but don't over do it till you talk about him/her family, body, friends etc. You know when you over do it when you start screaming OUCHH!! That is a slap(s) on your face.
13. KEEP SMILING :)
Even if you are having stomach ache, your dad is gonna kill you for stealing his car out, her dad is going kill you for dating his daughter, you don't have enough cash to pay for the drink, you hate her yellowish teeth etc. Everything will be alright(even if its not, pretend that it is!)

Thats all, i hope this is useful but nehh guys are too tricky. Hmmm, maybe i should be a bisexual for a month and experience different things. Who knows heh? ;)

Time to go, buhbyes! Xoxo(ilikeplayingtictactoe)

You are my forever love, watching me from up above.

Greetings to all fellow.

I'm gonna stop online for sometime now. Need sometime to think and to study of course.
Guess have to grow up somehow though i refuse.

Maybe ill online on a very special day or some what like birthday.
Hints : Somebody punnya birthday is coming up soon ;)

Ps : Sorry about the update about lantern festival though, guess i've to do it the next year wtf

Ill miss my blog <3

Savior

Thought(s) in my mind : Lazy
Currently feeling : Lazy
Wanna be : Lazy
All i wanna be is : lazy
:)

Hello <3s
Feeling lifeless again i wonder why. Sigh

3rd October:
Went Nilai Memorial Park to pray Grandpa for the Mooncake Festival. While over there, we plucked the lotus flower over there. HEY i asked! No evil stares please.

Not-yet-bloom lotus flower :)

&there's more still O.O

Flower bigger than my face

You don't know whats eco-friendly? Here let me show you =]

I was the camera-woman

Grandma posing for picture

One of the flower that bloomedAnother one

Different species, still damn pretty!

Water lily? Not sure though all i know is it is pretty :D

& during the night celebrated Mooncake Festival with family :)
Stay tune in the next post!


p/s : i went for school 2days only, last week
p/p/s : This week i already skip 2 days
p/p/p/s : Haven't gotten my salary yet :(